How do you get over the blues by yourself?

I'm currently gorging my sorrows on a bag of cheap microwave popcorn.  I only wish I had more melted butter or cheese powder to smother it in.

It's an understatement to say I feel depressed tonight.  It's even raining here, which just engulfs me into my sadness even more because I can't even escape to a nice sunny day.  ugh

I never feel like I do anything right, but most days I can cover that up and either find a way to fix it or play it off as if it doesn't matter.  But other days I keep screwing up and instead of having someone there to back me and pick me up when I fall, they just leave me in the dirt. 

I think that is the most depressing part.

I'm having one of the worst days I've had since I could remember (sounds dramatic but it's true) and I have no one to go to; no one to confide in.  Everyone else has a life or are angry at me in the first place to really give a damn about my woes.

Frustration is kicking in....and I'm starting to crave carb loaded foods.  I need something positive to happen now...